I wanted to surprise my wife at work. At the entrance, a security guard said, “No entry for unauthorized persons.” When I said I was the CEO’s husband, he smiled. “Sir, I see the husband every day. There he is coming out right now.”
Look, I’m going to level with you right off the bat. I’m an idiot. Not the lovable sitcom kind either—the full-blown, premium-grade, certified-organic variety of stupid that makes you wonder how I’ve survived this long without accidentally microwaving my phone. So there I was, Noah Carter, standing in the lobby of Bright Line Media with a box of hazelnut éclairs that cost more than my first car payment, thinking I’m about to win Husband of the Year. Five years married, and I figured I’d do the whole surprise-at-work thing, because apparently I’ve learned nothing from literally every romantic comedy ever made. Surprises are only cute when you’re the one planning them. When you’re on the receiving end, they’re basically emotional landmines wrapped in pretty paper.
My wife, Emma, runs this place. CEO, corner office, the whole nine yards. Glass walls, chrome everything, and people power-walking through the halls like they’re training for the caffeine Olympics. I just wanted to pop in, drop off some fancy French pastries, maybe steal a kiss while she pretended to be annoyed that I interrupted her very important business meeting. Simple, sweet, foolproof. Except I forgot the golden rule: nothing is ever simple, and I’m definitely not fool-proof.
I’m walking through those massive revolving doors, already feeling like a million bucks in my nice jeans and the button-down shirt Emma says makes me look presentable, when this security guard materializes out of nowhere. The guy looks like he bench-presses small cars for fun. Uniform so crisp it could cut bread, chest puffed like he’s personally responsible for defending democracy.
“Can’t let you through, sir. Authorized personnel only.”
I flash him my most charming smile—the one that got Emma to agree to a second date after I spilled wine on her white dress.
“Hey, man, no worries. I’m actually the CEO’s husband. Just dropping off—”
“Sir, I see the CEO’s husband every single day, and that’s definitely not you.”
Record scratch, freeze frame. Yep, that’s me. You’re probably wondering how I got into this situation.
I blink at him once, twice. My brain knows words are happening, but they’re not computing—like when you’re half asleep and your alarm goes off and for thirty seconds you can’t remember if you’re late for work or if work is a weird dream.
“I’m sorry… what?”
“The husband,” Godzilla repeats, smug now. “I see him every morning. Super nice guy. Always carries the CEO’s briefcase. In fact—” He checks his watch. “He should be coming through right about now.”
The glass doors whoosh open and out walks Emma—my Emma—my wife of five years, three months, and twelve days. Navy power suit we picked out last month. Hair pulled back in that way that means she’s had back-to-back meetings since dawn. She’s glowing like she just closed a multi-million-dollar deal.
She’s not alone.
A man strides beside her, shoulder-to-shoulder. He looks like he walked straight out of a cologne commercial—six-two, suit so sharp it could file taxes, hair slicked like liquid silk. He’s carrying her designer bag. My jaw doesn’t just drop; it crashes through the floor to some confused mole’s living room. They laugh. She touches his arm. Casual, harmless if you’re sane; catastrophic if your paranoia just rocketed from zero to DEFCON 1 in 2.5 seconds.
“See?” Godzilla says. “That’s him. The husband. Mr. Reed comes in every day at 8:45 sharp. Mr. Reed.”
The husband. Mr. Reed. The words ricochet in my skull. Emma and Mr. Tall-Dark-and-Stealing-My-Life float to the executive elevators—the ones I don’t have a key card for. I’m a malfunctioning robot clutching a box of warming éclairs while my wife vanishes into an elevator with a GQ extra everyone thinks is her husband.
“Sir, you okay? You look like you’ve seen a ghost.”
“Yeah. A ghost.”
More like the ghost of my marriage, my trust, and my belief that I knew what the hell was going on. The guard’s radio crackles. I could run, push, make a scene—put our lives on TikTok in thirty seconds. I don’t. I’m not detonating her reputation because a guard lives in an alternate reality where she married Mr. Perfect instead of Mr. “Are Just Fine, Thank You Very Much.”
“Actually, where’s HR? I think I need to file a complaint.”
“About what, sir?”
Visitor policies. My entire life. Take your pick.
I back away, lobby too bright, too shiny, too full of people who apparently know more about my marriage than I do. Outside, my hands shake. Five years. Five years and a random guard says my wife has a different husband. A husband who shows up every day, carries her briefcase, makes her laugh.
Breathe. Think. Don’t collapse on a sidewalk holding pastries.
There’s an explanation. Maybe he’s new. Maybe confused. Maybe Mr. Reed is her brother—nope, I’ve met her brother and he’s not six feet of designer masculinity. Maybe it’s an anniversary prank. Emma says I’m gullible. Maybe—
I glance back. Emma and Mr. Reed slide into the same black BMW in the executive lot.
The éclairs thud into a trash can.
Happy anniversary to me.
Most guys would melt down. Cry, scream, call the bus-bench lawyer. Me? I’m built different—by which I mean I’ve watched too many spy movies and have an unhealthy relationship with denial. I channel my inner Jason Bourne—minus muscles, training, and competence. Jason Bourne if he worked IT and his deadliest skill was fixing a printer jam.
I strut back in, retrieve my pastries (seventeen bucks is seventeen bucks), and give Godzilla a smile.
“Back so soon?”
“Changed my mind. I’d love to meet the husband everyone keeps talking about. CEO’s office, right?”
“Sir, I can’t just let random people—”
“Random? Buddy, I’m her husband. I’d love to compare notes with Mr. Reed. Coffee orders. Inside jokes. Anniversaries.”
Hand to radio. “Sir, I’m going to have to ask you to leave.”
“Oh, I’m leaving.” I beam. “One question: what does Mr. Reed drive?”
“Black BMW 7-Series—wait, why?”
“No reason. Protect that lobby, my man.”
“Sir, are you okay?”
“Living the dream!”
I retreat to Grounded—the hip café across the street. Chalkboard menu, man-bun barista, and drinks with names like “The Enlightened Bean.”
“I’ll take the most bitter thing you’ve got. Emotionally devastating. I want it to taste like my life.”
“So… dark roast?”
“With a triple shot.”
I park by the window like a discount detective. People stream through Bright Line’s doors—business-casual zombies with phones and purpose. I’m waiting for one specific BMW.
It pulls up at 5:47 p.m. Mr. Reed hops out, opens Emma’s door like a gentleman who doesn’t know she’s already married to a perfectly adequate door-opener. New suit. Charcoal. Face apparently ironed.
Emma emerges. Laughs. Real laugh—nose scrunch, the laugh I thought was mine. They talk. She touches his arm. Then she straightens his tie. Casual. Practiced. My hand moves on its own. I’m filming. Because of course I am.
“Dude, you okay?” Man Bun appears with a plate. “Anxiety Muffin?”
“I didn’t order—”
“You look like you needed it. On the house.”
“Does it come with answers?”
“Just fiber.”
They drive to the Vine Terrace—the most romantic restaurant in the city. Valet. Candlelight. Corner table. Red wine. Emma only orders red when she’s celebrating something. First big client. Wedding day. CEO promotion. What is she celebrating tonight?
Laughter. Appetizers. Main course. Then she feeds him pasta.
“I’m calling 911.”
“Is very bad?” the ride-share driver—Dimitri—asks later, while we watch from his Camry.
“She fed him pasta, Dimitri.”
“Ah. Is very bad.”
Dessert. Tiramisu. He pays. They leave. I duck as if my cartoon life needs the extra drama.
“What you do now?”
“No idea. Go home? Pretend this didn’t happen? Or—”
“Talk to wife.”
“Not really my vibe right this second.”
“You need better plan.”
“You and me both.”
He drives me home. I tip heavy. “Hazard pay for emotional support.”
“Not breakdown,” he says. “Wake-up. Sometimes we sleep through our lives. Sometimes we need alarm clock.”
Up four flights—elevator broken, naturally. Laptop open. Stalking begins. LinkedIn: Julian Reed, COO of Bright Line Media. Harvard MBA. Goldman Sachs alum. Board member three companies. Handsome. Successful. Annoying.
Instagram: private. Twitter/X: public. A recent tweet—“Family is everything”—with a photo of Julian, a woman with a hospital bracelet, and a little kid. Caption: Saturday with my favorite people. Sister, not a girlfriend. The kid is her son.
I send a burner follow to Julian. He accepts immediately. His grid? Corporate retreats, gym selfies, too-perfect meals. Then a beach photo—Julian and Emma at a leadership retreat. Sun, sand, Emma in a yellow sundress I’ve never seen, laughing, his arm around her shoulders. Caption: “Great minds think alike. Even better minds think together.” Comments: “Work spouse energy.”
My stomach flips.
I keep digging, stitching together a conspiracy from photos, captions, and my fear. Then the front door unlocks. Emma steps in with pad thai.
“Hey, babe. Extra peanuts. How was your day?”
“Fine,” I lie, heart galloping. “Totally normal.”
She kisses my cheek. “You weirdo. That’s why I love you.”
I add one line to my notes: Tomorrow—go back to Bright Line. Get past security. Find out what’s actually going on.
Insomnia is great for exactly one thing: overthinking. I’m a raccoon tearing through the trash cans of memory. By dawn, I’ve devised a plan that would embarrass actual detectives. Bright Line is hosting a public career fair at 2 p.m. Open to all. Free coffee. Networking. Perfect cover.
I suit up, slick my hair with Emma’s cedar-smelling product, practice my smile in the elevator mirror, and ride to the fifth floor. Balloons. Banners. Booths. I beeline to Executive Operations.
Rebecca Cho stands behind the table—late twenties, glasses, the look of a person who knows where the bodies are buried. Assistants always do.
“We’re looking for organized candidates with attention to detail,” she says, handing me a brochure. I nod like I belong here, like I’m not using a career fair to investigate my wife.
“What’s the leadership team like?”
“Oh, they’re amazing. Emma—our CEO—is incredible. And Julian, our COO? Equally supportive. They make a great team.”
“They must work together a lot.”
“All the time. Morning strategy meetings, client dinners, weekend planning sessions. They finish each other’s sentences.”
I’m pale. She squints. “Are you okay?”
“Coffee’s strong.”
“Speaking of Julian—”
“Noah?”
I turn. Emma’s ten feet away, expression unreadable.
“What are you doing here?”
“Career fair. Fresh starts. New horizons.”
“Do you two know each other?” Rebecca asks.
“He’s my husband,” Emma says, eyes locked on mine.
“Oh.” Rebecca blanches. “I’m so sorry—I didn’t realize—I was just saying—”
“That Julian and I are inseparable?” Emma’s voice is cold sugar. “Noah. Conference room. Now.”
The door clicks shut like a coffin.
“Start talking.”
I can explain. Which is code for I cannot explain.
“So,” I say, “yesterday I came by with éclairs for our anniversary, the guard said he sees your husband every day, you walked out with Julian, he carried your bag, I followed you to dinner, watched you feed him pasta while sitting in a stranger’s Camry eating an Anxiety Muffin—”
She laughs. Full-body, tear-wiping, chair-grabbing laughter.
“You… followed me… in a Camry?”
“His name is Dimitri. Very philosophical.”
“You’ve been stalking me because you thought I was having an affair with Julian?”
“I prefer ‘independent investigation.’”
“Noah. The guard’s confused. Julian lives three blocks away. We ride the elevator together. We work together constantly because we run a company. We finish each other’s sentences because we’ve worked side by side for three years. The beach retreat had twelve other execs. Margaret from HR brought her husband. The tie? Julian can’t dress himself. His sister usually helps, but she’s been sick. And the pasta… yeah, that was weird.”
“So there’s nothing going on.”
“Noah. Julian is gay. Very, very gay. He’s been with his boyfriend, Marcus, for four years. They have a Pomeranian named Chanel. I went to their commitment ceremony last spring.”
Static in my head. Then heat. Then shame.
“I’m an idiot.”
“Yes.”
“A jealous, paranoid idiot who created a burner account and rode in a Camry eating muffins.”
“Getting warmer.”
“I should have asked.”
“Yes, you should have.”
“I was scared. He’s put together and successful and I’m the guy who works from home in taco pajamas and forgets we drink oat milk.”
She softens. “I didn’t marry Julian. I married you. The guy who brings me éclairs and makes terrible dad jokes before we even have kids. The guy who learned my mom’s soup recipe even though it takes four hours.”
“I’m sorry.”
“You’re buying me dinner at the Vine Terrace. And you’re going to meet Julian like a normal person.”
We walk out. Rebecca looks like she wants to evaporate.
“It’s okay,” Emma tells her. “My husband was doing very thorough research on company culture.”
“The most thorough,” I say. “Possibly too thorough.”
We ride to the seventh floor. Emma knocks once and walks into an office labeled: Julian Reed, COO.
“Julian, this is my husband, Noah.”
Julian stands, surprised, friendly, very composed.
“Nice to finally meet you properly.”
“Finally?”
“Long story,” Emma says. “Short version: Noah thought we were having an affair.”
Julian barks a laugh.
“You didn’t tell him?” he asks Emma.
“I know. My fault. I should have mentioned my incredibly gay COO.”
“Incredibly gay,” Julian agrees. “Aggressively homosexual. We just adopted a second Pomeranian. Versace.”
“I’m sorry for assuming and for… possibly stalking your Instagram.”
“Did you send me a follow from ‘Definitely Not Noah Carter’?”
“Maybe.”
“I thought it was a bot.” He grins. “No hard feelings. Emma’s amazing. Even if I were straight, she’d still pick you—she talks about you constantly.”
“She does not.”
“You have his pajama photo on your desk.”
“They’re adorable.”
“They are,” Julian says. “Lunch soon? You, me, Marcus, and Emma.”
“Lunch sounds great.”
We head back. Godzilla spots us, boggles, and stammers while Emma says, “This is my husband, Noah Carter. Please add him to the approved visitors list. Mr. Reed is my COO. Just my COO.”
Outside in the sun, Emma squeezes my hand.
“I can’t believe you did all that instead of just asking me.”
“In my defense, the evidence was very compelling.”
“The evidence was you being jealous.”
“Same thing.”
That night, while I chop vegetables for the legendary four-hour soup, Emma perches at the island.
“You’re doing it again,” she says.
“Doing what?”
“Overthinking while cooking. It’s cute. Also concerning.”
“I was an idiot.”
“Correct. But let’s talk about why you didn’t feel like you could just ask me.”
“Because I never feel like I fit your world. Corner offices. Investor dinners. Clothes worth more than my car. I work from home in pajamas. I troubleshoot printers.”
“You want to know why I fell for you? On our second date, you spilled wine on my dress, panicked, and tried to fix it with club soda while explaining carbonation. You were dorky and honest and completely yourself. I don’t need a cologne ad. I need you. I spend all day being CEO Emma. With you, I breathe.”
“Really?”
“Really. We’ll work on the communication thing.”
“Deal.”
The next morning, she leaves me an email—my “assignment.” Research local children’s charities for a Bright Line community project. Attachments, notes, budgets. One file: Reed Family Foundation. Photos of Julian with his sister, Victoria, and her son, Tyler. The charity funds pediatric care and supports families like Victoria’s. Bright Line is partnering with the foundation to build a children’s wing at Mercy General.
I spend the day deep in docs, building recommendations and outreach options. When Emma comes home, I have a full report.
“These are good,” she says. “Exactly what Julian suggested about literacy partners.”
“You… want me to help with this? For real?”
“For real. You’re good with people. IT support is just problem-solving and empathy. That’s outreach.”
“Yes. But I’m wearing taco pajamas to any dinner with Julian and Marcus.”
“Non-negotiable.”
Friday arrives. Bell rings at 7:00 p.m. Julian is casual-chic. Marcus is tall, warm-smiled, locks tied back, instant hugger.
“I’ve heard so much,” Marcus says. “The Instagram stalking story? Chef’s kiss.”
“Please never say chef’s kiss in my home again.”
They bring Sancerre. We eat soup. We laugh about condo boards and Pomeranians and striped shirts with plaid blazers. In the kitchen, Emma and Marcus debate dishwasher loading strategy. On the balcony, Julian and I talk.
“I should have trusted her,” I say.
“You’re human,” he says. “I once checked Marcus’s phone because he was secretive. Turns out he was planning a surprise trip. I felt like an idiot for weeks.”
“Deeply validating.”
“Also, Emma talks about you constantly. She somehow connects quarterly projections to your pajamas.”
Three weeks later, Emma hands me an envelope.
“You’re invited to the grand opening of the Carter Wing at Mercy General.”
“The Carter… what?”
“Your consulting bonus seeded the project. We leveraged it for more donations. You helped build this.”
At the ceremony, I somehow end up at a podium. Emma calls me up and says nice things about printers and patience and community. I say something fumbling about small acts making ripples.
“The pajamas matter,” Tyler yells.
“They matter a little,” I concede.
We tour the wing. Colorful walls. Playrooms. Quiet spaces for parents. A plaque: The Carter Wing—Dedicated to compassion, community, and second chances. Small acts of generosity create ripples we can’t always see.
“You used my quote,” I whisper.
“It was very you,” Emma says.
Victoria squeezes my hand. “You became part of Tyler’s healing. That matters more than any donation.”
Saturdays become hospital mornings. I’m the Lego judge. Tyler builds a pajama-guy minifigure and demands a photo. Julian and Marcus bring pizza. We make fools of ourselves for kids who deserve laughter. At cleanup, I bump into Godzilla in the parking lot.
“My daughter comes here,” he says, voice thick. “Remission now. Best care she’s had. I heard you helped make it happen. And about the Mr. Reed confusion… I’m sorry.”
“It worked out,” I say. “Long story.”
We drive home in a sky painted ridiculous orange and pink. Emma’s hand in mine.
“Thanks for not divorcing me when I was insane,” I say.
“Thanks for not stalking Julian beyond one dinner.”
“I did make a burner account.”
“He approves everyone. It doesn’t count.”
On our couch in our small apartment with character and a broken elevator, we build a life out of soup and sweatshirts and stories we’ll tell at parties we don’t attend. My phone buzzes—Marcus inviting us for dinner (“I’ve ordered backup pizza”). Then Julian (“My coq au vin slander ends now”). Then Victoria (“Tyler’s building a Lego hospital—you’re responsible”).
Emma peers over my shoulder. “We have weird friends.”
“The best kind.”
A month later at a family day, Tyler sprints over.
“Mr. Pajama Guy! Will you visit for my checkups?”
“Absolutely.”
“Wear the pajamas?”
“You know what? Maybe I will.”
We’re packing up when Emma gets that soft look.
“Don’t,” I warn.
“I’m just thinking about how a month ago you were filming me through restaurant glass, and now you’re here every week making kids laugh.”
“That’s a generous read.”
“I’m a generous person.”
We climb four flights—elevator still broken. Collapse on the couch. She steals my sweatshirt. This is marriage: sharing warmth, admitting stupid, telling the truth sooner, building something that outlasts panic.
Another text lights the screen. Dinner Friday. Julian’s cooking. Marcus sends a pizza emoji. Emma snorts.
“Tell him yes. And yes to the pizza.”
“Done.”
You know what’s weird? I’m kind of glad it all happened. The paranoia. The stalking. The Camry. If it hadn’t, I wouldn’t understand her world. I wouldn’t be part of something bigger than my fears. I’d still be at home in pajamas, separate from her life.
Now I’m at home in pajamas, inside it.
“Never change,” Emma says, reading my face like she always does. “Not even if Julian offers to take you shopping.”
“He will.”
“He will,” she agrees. “And you can say whatever you want. For the record, I love you exactly as you are.”
We stay there as the city lights flicker on. Somewhere, in a bright corridor with murals and laughter, kids are getting care and parents are breathing again. Somewhere, a security guard walks his daughter to a checkup. And here, in a small apartment with character and a broken elevator and a view that isn’t much until you look for a while, we’re exactly where we should be—together.
Even if I’m wearing taco pajamas.
Especially because I’m wearing taco pajamas.
I wanted to surprise my wife at work. At the entrance, a security guard said, “No entry for unauthorized persons.” When I said I was the CEO’s husband, he smiled. “Sir, I see the husband every day. There he is coming out right now.”
Look, I’m going to level with you right off the bat. I’m an idiot. Not the lovable sitcom kind either—the full-blown, premium-grade, certified-organic variety of stupid that makes you wonder how I’ve survived this long without accidentally microwaving my phone. So there I was, Noah Carter, standing in the lobby of Bright Line Media with a box of hazelnut éclairs that cost more than my first car payment, thinking I’m about to win Husband of the Year. Five years married, and I figured I’d do the whole surprise-at-work thing, because apparently I’ve learned nothing from literally every romantic comedy ever made. Surprises are only cute when you’re the one planning them. When you’re on the receiving end, they’re basically emotional landmines wrapped in pretty paper.
My wife, Emma, runs this place. CEO, corner office, the whole nine yards. Glass walls, chrome everything, and people power-walking through the halls like they’re training for the caffeine Olympics. I just wanted to pop in, drop off some fancy French pastries, maybe steal a kiss while she pretended to be annoyed that I interrupted her very important business meeting. Simple, sweet, foolproof. Except I forgot the golden rule: nothing is ever simple, and I’m definitely not fool-proof.
I’m walking through those massive revolving doors, already feeling like a million bucks in my nice jeans and the button-down shirt Emma says makes me look presentable, when this security guard materializes out of nowhere. The guy looks like he bench-presses small cars for fun. Uniform so crisp it could cut bread, chest puffed like he’s personally responsible for defending democracy.
“Can’t let you through, sir. Authorized personnel only.”
I flash him my most charming smile—the one that got Emma to agree to a second date after I spilled wine on her white dress.
“Hey, man, no worries. I’m actually the CEO’s husband. Just dropping off—”
“Sir, I see the CEO’s husband every single day, and that’s definitely not you.”
Record scratch, freeze frame. Yep, that’s me. You’re probably wondering how I got into this situation.
I blink at him once, twice. My brain knows words are happening, but they’re not computing—like when you’re half asleep and your alarm goes off and for thirty seconds you can’t remember if you’re late for work or if work is a weird dream.
“I’m sorry… what?”
“The husband,” Godzilla repeats, smug now. “I see him every morning. Super nice guy. Always carries the CEO’s briefcase. In fact—” He checks his watch. “He should be coming through right about now.”
The glass doors whoosh open and out walks Emma—my Emma—my wife of five years, three months, and twelve days. Navy power suit we picked out last month. Hair pulled back in that way that means she’s had back-to-back meetings since dawn. She’s glowing like she just closed a multi-million-dollar deal.
She’s not alone.
A man strides beside her, shoulder-to-shoulder. He looks like he walked straight out of a cologne commercial—six-two, suit so sharp it could file taxes, hair slicked like liquid silk. He’s carrying her designer bag. My jaw doesn’t just drop; it crashes through the floor to some confused mole’s living room. They laugh. She touches his arm. Casual, harmless if you’re sane; catastrophic if your paranoia just rocketed from zero to DEFCON 1 in 2.5 seconds.
“See?” Godzilla says. “That’s him. The husband. Mr. Reed comes in every day at 8:45 sharp. Mr. Reed.”
The husband. Mr. Reed. The words ricochet in my skull. Emma and Mr. Tall-Dark-and-Stealing-My-Life float to the executive elevators—the ones I don’t have a key card for. I’m a malfunctioning robot clutching a box of warming éclairs while my wife vanishes into an elevator with a GQ extra everyone thinks is her husband.
“Sir, you okay? You look like you’ve seen a ghost.”
“Yeah. A ghost.”
More like the ghost of my marriage, my trust, and my belief that I knew what the hell was going on. The guard’s radio crackles. I could run, push, make a scene—put our lives on TikTok in thirty seconds. I don’t. I’m not detonating her reputation because a guard lives in an alternate reality where she married Mr. Perfect instead of Mr. “Are Just Fine, Thank You Very Much.”
“Actually, where’s HR? I think I need to file a complaint.”
“About what, sir?”
Visitor policies. My entire life. Take your pick.
I back away, lobby too bright, too shiny, too full of people who apparently know more about my marriage than I do. Outside, my hands shake. Five years. Five years and a random guard says my wife has a different husband. A husband who shows up every day, carries her briefcase, makes her laugh.
Breathe. Think. Don’t collapse on a sidewalk holding pastries.
There’s an explanation. Maybe he’s new. Maybe confused. Maybe Mr. Reed is her brother—nope, I’ve met her brother and he’s not six feet of designer masculinity. Maybe it’s an anniversary prank. Emma says I’m gullible. Maybe—
I glance back. Emma and Mr. Reed slide into the same black BMW in the executive lot.
The éclairs thud into a trash can.
Happy anniversary to me.
Most guys would melt down. Cry, scream, call the bus-bench lawyer. Me? I’m built different—by which I mean I’ve watched too many spy movies and have an unhealthy relationship with denial. I channel my inner Jason Bourne—minus muscles, training, and competence. Jason Bourne if he worked IT and his deadliest skill was fixing a printer jam.
I strut back in, retrieve my pastries (seventeen bucks is seventeen bucks), and give Godzilla a smile.
“Back so soon?”
“Changed my mind. I’d love to meet the husband everyone keeps talking about. CEO’s office, right?”
“Sir, I can’t just let random people—”
“Random? Buddy, I’m her husband. I’d love to compare notes with Mr. Reed. Coffee orders. Inside jokes. Anniversaries.”
Hand to radio. “Sir, I’m going to have to ask you to leave.”
“Oh, I’m leaving.” I beam. “One question: what does Mr. Reed drive?”
“Black BMW 7-Series—wait, why?”
“No reason. Protect that lobby, my man.”
“Sir, are you okay?”
“Living the dream!”
I retreat to Grounded—the hip café across the street. Chalkboard menu, man-bun barista, and drinks with names like “The Enlightened Bean.”
“I’ll take the most bitter thing you’ve got. Emotionally devastating. I want it to taste like my life.”
“So… dark roast?”
“With a triple shot.”
I park by the window like a discount detective. People stream through Bright Line’s doors—business-casual zombies with phones and purpose. I’m waiting for one specific BMW.
It pulls up at 5:47 p.m. Mr. Reed hops out, opens Emma’s door like a gentleman who doesn’t know she’s already married to a perfectly adequate door-opener. New suit. Charcoal. Face apparently ironed.
Emma emerges. Laughs. Real laugh—nose scrunch, the laugh I thought was mine. They talk. She touches his arm. Then she straightens his tie. Casual. Practiced. My hand moves on its own. I’m filming. Because of course I am.
“Dude, you okay?” Man Bun appears with a plate. “Anxiety Muffin?”
“I didn’t order—”
“You look like you needed it. On the house.”
“Does it come with answers?”
“Just fiber.”
They drive to the Vine Terrace—the most romantic restaurant in the city. Valet. Candlelight. Corner table. Red wine. Emma only orders red when she’s celebrating something. First big client. Wedding day. CEO promotion. What is she celebrating tonight?
Laughter. Appetizers. Main course. Then she feeds him pasta.
“I’m calling 911.”
“Is very bad?” the ride-share driver—Dimitri—asks later, while we watch from his Camry.
“She fed him pasta, Dimitri.”
“Ah. Is very bad.”
Dessert. Tiramisu. He pays. They leave. I duck as if my cartoon life needs the extra drama.
“What you do now?”
“No idea. Go home? Pretend this didn’t happen? Or—”
“Talk to wife.”
“Not really my vibe right this second.”
“You need better plan.”
“You and me both.”
He drives me home. I tip heavy. “Hazard pay for emotional support.”
“Not breakdown,” he says. “Wake-up. Sometimes we sleep through our lives. Sometimes we need alarm clock.”
Up four flights—elevator broken, naturally. Laptop open. Stalking begins. LinkedIn: Julian Reed, COO of Bright Line Media. Harvard MBA. Goldman Sachs alum. Board member three companies. Handsome. Successful. Annoying.
Instagram: private. Twitter/X: public. A recent tweet—“Family is everything”—with a photo of Julian, a woman with a hospital bracelet, and a little kid. Caption: Saturday with my favorite people. Sister, not a girlfriend. The kid is her son.
I send a burner follow to Julian. He accepts immediately. His grid? Corporate retreats, gym selfies, too-perfect meals. Then a beach photo—Julian and Emma at a leadership retreat. Sun, sand, Emma in a yellow sundress I’ve never seen, laughing, his arm around her shoulders. Caption: “Great minds think alike. Even better minds think together.” Comments: “Work spouse energy.”
My stomach flips.
I keep digging, stitching together a conspiracy from photos, captions, and my fear. Then the front door unlocks. Emma steps in with pad thai.
“Hey, babe. Extra peanuts. How was your day?”
“Fine,” I lie, heart galloping. “Totally normal.”
She kisses my cheek. “You weirdo. That’s why I love you.”
I add one line to my notes: Tomorrow—go back to Bright Line. Get past security. Find out what’s actually going on.
Insomnia is great for exactly one thing: overthinking. I’m a raccoon tearing through the trash cans of memory. By dawn, I’ve devised a plan that would embarrass actual detectives. Bright Line is hosting a public career fair at 2 p.m. Open to all. Free coffee. Networking. Perfect cover.
I suit up, slick my hair with Emma’s cedar-smelling product, practice my smile in the elevator mirror, and ride to the fifth floor. Balloons. Banners. Booths. I beeline to Executive Operations.
Rebecca Cho stands behind the table—late twenties, glasses, the look of a person who knows where the bodies are buried. Assistants always do.
“We’re looking for organized candidates with attention to detail,” she says, handing me a brochure. I nod like I belong here, like I’m not using a career fair to investigate my wife.
“What’s the leadership team like?”
“Oh, they’re amazing. Emma—our CEO—is incredible. And Julian, our COO? Equally supportive. They make a great team.”
“They must work together a lot.”
“All the time. Morning strategy meetings, client dinners, weekend planning sessions. They finish each other’s sentences.”
I’m pale. She squints. “Are you okay?”
“Coffee’s strong.”
“Speaking of Julian—”
“Noah?”
I turn. Emma’s ten feet away, expression unreadable.
“What are you doing here?”
“Career fair. Fresh starts. New horizons.”
“Do you two know each other?” Rebecca asks.
“He’s my husband,” Emma says, eyes locked on mine.
“Oh.” Rebecca blanches. “I’m so sorry—I didn’t realize—I was just saying—”
“That Julian and I are inseparable?” Emma’s voice is cold sugar. “Noah. Conference room. Now.”
The door clicks shut like a coffin.
“Start talking.”
I can explain. Which is code for I cannot explain.
“So,” I say, “yesterday I came by with éclairs for our anniversary, the guard said he sees your husband every day, you walked out with Julian, he carried your bag, I followed you to dinner, watched you feed him pasta while sitting in a stranger’s Camry eating an Anxiety Muffin—”
She laughs. Full-body, tear-wiping, chair-grabbing laughter.
“You… followed me… in a Camry?”
“His name is Dimitri. Very philosophical.”
“You’ve been stalking me because you thought I was having an affair with Julian?”
“I prefer ‘independent investigation.’”
“Noah. The guard’s confused. Julian lives three blocks away. We ride the elevator together. We work together constantly because we run a company. We finish each other’s sentences because we’ve worked side by side for three years. The beach retreat had twelve other execs. Margaret from HR brought her husband. The tie? Julian can’t dress himself. His sister usually helps, but she’s been sick. And the pasta… yeah, that was weird.”
“So there’s nothing going on.”
“Noah. Julian is gay. Very, very gay. He’s been with his boyfriend, Marcus, for four years. They have a Pomeranian named Chanel. I went to their commitment ceremony last spring.”
Static in my head. Then heat. Then shame.
“I’m an idiot.”
“Yes.”
“A jealous, paranoid idiot who created a burner account and rode in a Camry eating muffins.”
“Getting warmer.”
“I should have asked.”
“Yes, you should have.”
“I was scared. He’s put together and successful and I’m the guy who works from home in taco pajamas and forgets we drink oat milk.”
She softens. “I didn’t marry Julian. I married you. The guy who brings me éclairs and makes terrible dad jokes before we even have kids. The guy who learned my mom’s soup recipe even though it takes four hours.”
“I’m sorry.”
“You’re buying me dinner at the Vine Terrace. And you’re going to meet Julian like a normal person.”
We walk out. Rebecca looks like she wants to evaporate.
“It’s okay,” Emma tells her. “My husband was doing very thorough research on company culture.”
“The most thorough,” I say. “Possibly too thorough.”
We ride to the seventh floor. Emma knocks once and walks into an office labeled: Julian Reed, COO.
“Julian, this is my husband, Noah.”
Julian stands, surprised, friendly, very composed.
“Nice to finally meet you properly.”
“Finally?”
“Long story,” Emma says. “Short version: Noah thought we were having an affair.”
Julian barks a laugh.
“You didn’t tell him?” he asks Emma.
“I know. My fault. I should have mentioned my incredibly gay COO.”
“Incredibly gay,” Julian agrees. “Aggressively homosexual. We just adopted a second Pomeranian. Versace.”
“I’m sorry for assuming and for… possibly stalking your Instagram.”
“Did you send me a follow from ‘Definitely Not Noah Carter’?”
“Maybe.”
“I thought it was a bot.” He grins. “No hard feelings. Emma’s amazing. Even if I were straight, she’d still pick you—she talks about you constantly.”
“She does not.”
“You have his pajama photo on your desk.”
“They’re adorable.”
“They are,” Julian says. “Lunch soon? You, me, Marcus, and Emma.”
“Lunch sounds great.”
We head back. Godzilla spots us, boggles, and stammers while Emma says, “This is my husband, Noah Carter. Please add him to the approved visitors list. Mr. Reed is my COO. Just my COO.”
Outside in the sun, Emma squeezes my hand.
“I can’t believe you did all that instead of just asking me.”
“In my defense, the evidence was very compelling.”
“The evidence was you being jealous.”
“Same thing.”
That night, while I chop vegetables for the legendary four-hour soup, Emma perches at the island.
“You’re doing it again,” she says.
“Doing what?”
“Overthinking while cooking. It’s cute. Also concerning.”
“I was an idiot.”
“Correct. But let’s talk about why you didn’t feel like you could just ask me.”
“Because I never feel like I fit your world. Corner offices. Investor dinners. Clothes worth more than my car. I work from home in pajamas. I troubleshoot printers.”
“You want to know why I fell for you? On our second date, you spilled wine on my dress, panicked, and tried to fix it with club soda while explaining carbonation. You were dorky and honest and completely yourself. I don’t need a cologne ad. I need you. I spend all day being CEO Emma. With you, I breathe.”
“Really?”
“Really. We’ll work on the communication thing.”
“Deal.”
The next morning, she leaves me an email—my “assignment.” Research local children’s charities for a Bright Line community project. Attachments, notes, budgets. One file: Reed Family Foundation. Photos of Julian with his sister, Victoria, and her son, Tyler. The charity funds pediatric care and supports families like Victoria’s. Bright Line is partnering with the foundation to build a children’s wing at Mercy General.
I spend the day deep in docs, building recommendations and outreach options. When Emma comes home, I have a full report.
“These are good,” she says. “Exactly what Julian suggested about literacy partners.”
“You… want me to help with this? For real?”
“For real. You’re good with people. IT support is just problem-solving and empathy. That’s outreach.”
“Yes. But I’m wearing taco pajamas to any dinner with Julian and Marcus.”
“Non-negotiable.”
Friday arrives. Bell rings at 7:00 p.m. Julian is casual-chic. Marcus is tall, warm-smiled, locks tied back, instant hugger.
“I’ve heard so much,” Marcus says. “The Instagram stalking story? Chef’s kiss.”
“Please never say chef’s kiss in my home again.”
They bring Sancerre. We eat soup. We laugh about condo boards and Pomeranians and striped shirts with plaid blazers. In the kitchen, Emma and Marcus debate dishwasher loading strategy. On the balcony, Julian and I talk.
“I should have trusted her,” I say.
“You’re human,” he says. “I once checked Marcus’s phone because he was secretive. Turns out he was planning a surprise trip. I felt like an idiot for weeks.”
“Deeply validating.”
“Also, Emma talks about you constantly. She somehow connects quarterly projections to your pajamas.”
Three weeks later, Emma hands me an envelope.
“You’re invited to the grand opening of the Carter Wing at Mercy General.”
“The Carter… what?”
“Your consulting bonus seeded the project. We leveraged it for more donations. You helped build this.”
At the ceremony, I somehow end up at a podium. Emma calls me up and says nice things about printers and patience and community. I say something fumbling about small acts making ripples.
“The pajamas matter,” Tyler yells.
“They matter a little,” I concede.
We tour the wing. Colorful walls. Playrooms. Quiet spaces for parents. A plaque: The Carter Wing—Dedicated to compassion, community, and second chances. Small acts of generosity create ripples we can’t always see.
“You used my quote,” I whisper.
“It was very you,” Emma says.
Victoria squeezes my hand. “You became part of Tyler’s healing. That matters more than any donation.”
Saturdays become hospital mornings. I’m the Lego judge. Tyler builds a pajama-guy minifigure and demands a photo. Julian and Marcus bring pizza. We make fools of ourselves for kids who deserve laughter. At cleanup, I bump into Godzilla in the parking lot.
“My daughter comes here,” he says, voice thick. “Remission now. Best care she’s had. I heard you helped make it happen. And about the Mr. Reed confusion… I’m sorry.”
“It worked out,” I say. “Long story.”
We drive home in a sky painted ridiculous orange and pink. Emma’s hand in mine.
“Thanks for not divorcing me when I was insane,” I say.
“Thanks for not stalking Julian beyond one dinner.”
“I did make a burner account.”
“He approves everyone. It doesn’t count.”
On our couch in our small apartment with character and a broken elevator, we build a life out of soup and sweatshirts and stories we’ll tell at parties we don’t attend. My phone buzzes—Marcus inviting us for dinner (“I’ve ordered backup pizza”). Then Julian (“My coq au vin slander ends now”). Then Victoria (“Tyler’s building a Lego hospital—you’re responsible”).
Emma peers over my shoulder. “We have weird friends.”
“The best kind.”
A month later at a family day, Tyler sprints over.
“Mr. Pajama Guy! Will you visit for my checkups?”
“Absolutely.”
“Wear the pajamas?”
“You know what? Maybe I will.”
We’re packing up when Emma gets that soft look.
“Don’t,” I warn.
“I’m just thinking about how a month ago you were filming me through restaurant glass, and now you’re here every week making kids laugh.”
“That’s a generous read.”
“I’m a generous person.”
We climb four flights—elevator still broken. Collapse on the couch. She steals my sweatshirt. This is marriage: sharing warmth, admitting stupid, telling the truth sooner, building something that outlasts panic.
Another text lights the screen. Dinner Friday. Julian’s cooking. Marcus sends a pizza emoji. Emma snorts.
“Tell him yes. And yes to the pizza.”
“Done.”
You know what’s weird? I’m kind of glad it all happened. The paranoia. The stalking. The Camry. If it hadn’t, I wouldn’t understand her world. I wouldn’t be part of something bigger than my fears. I’d still be at home in pajamas, separate from her life.
Now I’m at home in pajamas, inside it.
“Never change,” Emma says, reading my face like she always does. “Not even if Julian offers to take you shopping.”
“He will.”
“He will,” she agrees. “And you can say whatever you want. For the record, I love you exactly as you are.”
We stay there as the city lights flicker on. Somewhere, in a bright corridor with murals and laughter, kids are getting care and parents are breathing again. Somewhere, a security guard walks his daughter to a checkup. And here, in a small apartment with character and a broken elevator and a view that isn’t much until you look for a while, we’re exactly where we should be—together.
Even if I’m wearing taco pajamas.
Especially because I’m wearing taco pajamas.
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You know what’s great about insomnia? Absolutely nothing. But you know what insomnia is great for? Overthinking every single moment of your relationship and wondering if you’ve been living in a romantic comedy where you’re not the love interest; you’re the oblivious best friend who doesn’t realize the main character has moved on.
By 5:00 a.m., I give up on sleep. Emma’s alarm won’t go off for another hour and a half. I creep to my laptop and hunt for a way to walk into Bright Line without causing a scene. The company site says there’s a public career fair at 2 p.m. Meet the team. Free coffee. Networking. Perfect.
I practice normal. Coffee. Smile. Ask about her day. Don’t mention Julian. Don’t mention following her. Don’t mention the Vine Terrace or the Anxiety Muffin. I’m aggressively regular.
At noon I suit up. The elevator works—a good omen. Balloons and banners on the fifth floor, a sea of booths. I find Executive Operations. Rebecca Cho, the assistant who knows everything, is handing out brochures while answering three people at once. I wait, sip the free coffee, try to look like I belong.
She tells me Emma and Julian make a great team. Inseparable. Weekend sessions. Finishing each other’s sentences. She notices I’m pale. Before I can recover, a voice cuts in behind me.
“Noah?”
Emma. Calm as glass. She walks me to a conference room and shuts the door.
“Start talking.”
I do. I tell her about the éclairs, the guard, the BMW, the Vine Terrace, the pasta, the Camry, the muffin, the surveillance. She laughs so hard she cries. And then she tells me the truth: the guard is confused, the elevator rides are proximity, the sentences are shared philosophy, the retreat had twelve execs, the tie was fashion triage for a colleague with a sick sister.
“Julian is gay,” she says. “Very, very gay. He’s with Marcus. They have a Pomeranian named Chanel.”
I apologize for everything. She forgives me—conditionally. Dinner at the Vine Terrace on me. Meet Julian properly. Stop being a detective and start being a husband.
We go to Julian’s office. He’s gracious, funny, impossibly put-together, and delighted to meet the man behind “Definitely Not Noah Carter.” Marcus exists. Versace exists. The Pomeranians are real, and so is my relief.
That night, soup simmers for four hours while Emma and I do the thing we should’ve done first: talk. I tell her I don’t feel like I belong in her world of keynotes and capital raises. She tells me hers is exhausting, that she comes home to breathe, that she chose me on purpose and still does every day.
The next morning she assigns me homework—on purpose. Research local children’s charities for a Bright Line partnership. In the files I find the Reed Family Foundation. Photos of Julian with his sister, Victoria, and her son, Tyler. A plan for a children’s wing at Mercy General. The real reason Emma and Julian are always together: they’re building something that matters.
I dive in. Outlines, budgets, partners, outreach. When she comes home, I have a deck and a grin I can’t hide. She reads my notes and says, “Work with us.” I say yes, on the condition that I attend any future dinners wearing taco pajamas whenever possible. She agrees.
Friday comes. Julian and Marcus arrive with Sancerre and stories. We eat soup, argue about dishwasher loading strategy, and trade fashion slander. On the balcony, Julian tells me he once checked Marcus’s phone and found plane tickets to Paris. “Humans get scared and make stupid decisions,” he says. “Then they choose each other anyway.”
Three weeks later, Emma hands me an invitation: the grand opening of the Carter Wing. My consulting bonus was the seed money for the hospital project. She turned one kind act into a building.
At the ceremony, Emma calls me up and tells a crowd I fix printers and people on bad days, and that small acts create ripples. I fumble a speech, Tyler yells that pajamas matter, and everyone laughs in the way that makes your ribs loosen.
We tour the wing—color, light, play, quiet. A plaque on the wall: The Carter Wing — Dedicated to compassion, community, and second chances. Small acts of generosity create ripples we can’t always see. Emma squeezes my hand. “Very you,” she says.
Saturdays become hospital mornings. I judge Lego spaceships with drawbridges. Tyler builds a minifigure wearing tiny block pajamas and calls it “Pajama Guy.” Julian and Marcus bring pizza. We tape kids’ drawings to the art wall and pretend we can’t be beaten at musical chairs by six-year-olds.
In the parking lot, I run into the security guard. His daughter is in remission. “Best care she’s had,” he says. “I heard you helped. And… sorry about the Mr. Reed thing.” I tell him it worked out. Long story.
On the drive home, Emma gets sappy. I pretend to hate it and fail. We climb four flights—the elevator is still broken—and collapse on our couch. Marcus texts about dinner. Julian protests coq au vin slander. Victoria sends a photo of Tyler’s Lego hospital. Emma calls our friends weird. “The best kind,” I say.
Weeks pass. The work is real. The wing hums with life. I learn names, routines, which vending machine jams, and how to fix it without kicking. Tyler asks if I’ll visit during checkups.
“Absolutely.”
“Wear the pajamas?”
“You know what? Maybe I will.”
Emma laughs. Marcus cheers. Julian grimaces artistically.
At family day, Victoria sits beside me while I lose musical chairs to a kid wearing a superhero cape. “You show up,” she says. “That matters more than donations.” I don’t know what to say, so I squeeze her hand until my throat cooperates.
On the way out, Emma looks at me with that smile. “A month ago you were filming me through restaurant glass. Now you’re here every week making kids laugh.”
“That’s a generous interpretation.”
“I’m a generous person.”
At home, she steals my sweatshirt. I text Marcus back with a pizza emoji. The city lights come on. Somewhere, a guard’s daughter gets scanned and cleared. Somewhere, a kid tapes a new drawing to a hallway. Somewhere, a dog named Versace barks at her reflection and is forgiven.
I tell Emma I’m weirdly grateful for the mess. The Camry, the muffin, the burner account, the jealousy that shook something loose. Without it, I wouldn’t have learned her days, met her people, or found out that my pajamas could be a punchline and a promise at the same time.
“Never change,” she says. “Not even if Julian offers to take you shopping.”
“He will.”
“He will,” she agrees. “Say whatever you want. For the record, I love you exactly as you are.”
We sit there until the windows are black mirrors and our apartment’s character creaks like it’s settling into the idea of us. My phone buzzes—Julian defending his coq au vin’s honor; Marcus confirming backup pizza; Victoria sending Tyler’s latest Lego upgrade.
We have a life, imperfect and loud and ours. We have a wing with our name on it, but what matters is the laughter in its halls. We have friends who drink Sancerre and order pepperoni because they’re honest about who they are. We have a marriage that talks sooner now, that picks soup recipes over storylines, that chooses each other when fear tries to vote.
Somewhere, a kid asks if the pajama guy is coming back next Saturday.
Absolutely.
And if the elevator’s broken again, I’ll take the stairs. In taco pajamas.
Especially in taco pajamas.
